Dad's Funeral.

Yes. I did too.

The funeral day was strange for me as something happened close to it starting which gave me a shot of adrenaline, and that saw me through the day too.

But it definitely helped me move on to a new stage.

Today I went with Dad to pick up Mum's ashes. He was teary but said said he will be happier "with her back home" and he looked at them when we got in. I don't know what his plans are. They were to svatter in their garden, which was her pride and joy. I think now he might keep them.

Personally,  I'm staying tonight, and it also feels comforting. 

I do get tears but I'm also managing to think of memories and good times and smile and be thankful for them.