On the 01 November this year I lost my 19 year old son. I feel totally consumed with sadness and can barely believe what has happened . He was having only diagnosed with an aggressive stage 4 brain 3 weeks earlier. I am still in shock and disbelief. I feel like life doesn’t like me and that I will never be happy again x
I am so sorry for your loss cjpclaire I can't think of anything worse than loosing a child.
Cancer is such a cruel disease and it's easy to see why you would believe that life is against you. It's early days yet so give yourself time to grieve and hopefully as time passes you will slowly find joy in life again. Your son I'm sure would have wanted that for you.
If you need to talk to someone you can always call MacMillan - see number below.
I hope that time will heal your wounds and that you find joy in life again.
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