A month of firsts

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This month will mark 5 months since i lost my beautiful mum. I miss her so desperately. I feel more anxious than usual this month. Probably because its a month of lots of firsts. The first time I have a birthday without her, first Xmas without her, and it would have been her birthday too. The mere thought of any of these firsts makes me emotional. How do i get through this and does it ever get any easier. 
Mum, i miss you

xxx

  • I'm so sorry you are going through this I'm in the same boat after losing my partner in May me and my kids have had to do first fathers day, his birthday and now Christmas I'm dreading starting a new year without him but we have to take 1 day at a time because its so exhausting but I'm hoping we will all get through it one day it's just going to take time x

  • Thank you for reaching out Kika and im so desperately sorry to hear you lost your partner. How are you coping? and your kids? You are truly a strong person to get through each and every day. One minute I'll be excited for Xmas thinking of the kids faces, then im like, oh but mums' not here..... as you say, 1 day at a time. wishing you all the strength for this difficult time of year and beyond. x x x

  • Thank you for your kind words I thought 7 months down the line it would hurt a little less but I was wrong I miss him so much he was my world