Oh dad, you’ve really gone.?

FormerMember
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I lost my dad 8 weeks ago almost, still not real not sure when it will be? Just thought I’d post a little paragraph on here that I wrote one night and hope that someone on here finds comfort in it. I’m 24 my dad was 55 he died of Kidney cancer which spread to his liver and then lungs and then bones, we only had 7 months from his diagnosis which was so quick and covid made it so rubbish! So here’s the little paragraph for you all to read..... 

this is for you daddy... 

Whoever told me that times a healer, at this point I feel like there such a liar.

Each day I miss you more and more. I wake up missing you that’s after I’ve gone to bed missing you.

I lie awake asking why? Why you? Why could I only have you for 24 years? Why not longer?

So many questions unanswered, so many things left to ask. So many memories ready to be made.

love to you all in these hard times xx 

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    FormerMember

    I am so sorry that you have so many unanswered questions it is so overwhelming to go through. My mum died 12 weeks ago and it is still so raw and empty. I miss her but at the same time can’t believe it happened. Mum died within 16 weeks of diagnosis. I hate that other people are in the same boat but selfishly it is comforting to know that it is ok to feel like this.

    take care of yourself x