Will it get easier?

Hi there,

I lost my aunt nearly a week ago, she was diagnosed with stage 4 womb cancer which was very aggressive. Since the diagnosis she suffered on for 3 months after until sadly gaining her wings.

I hurt so much because she was not just an aunt she was like a second mother to me, she was there every step of my life - even holding my hand when I brought my daughter into the world.

I have a young daughter who is soon to be 3, and my Aunt absolutely adored her, as did my daughter adore her. I don’t know how to explain that auntie neice won’t be around anymore?

I sat with her while she slowly passed and I do feel some sort of comfort in that, I know I need to remember that she is no longer in pain but it’s just so hard, I feel utterly heartbroken - like a big weight is pushing down on me and I just can’t stop thinking about all the memories and the last moments.

Does this get any easier? 

xx