Im writing in this group for the first, I'd always hoped I wouldn't ever have to, my husband passed away very early hours of 16th December 2020, we had only 10 months from his diagnosis back in March, its seems to have gone so quickly, I thought or hoped we would have had longer, I feel so numb ,like I don't feel anything, or perhaps I don't know how I should feel, I miss him terribly, he hated Christmas and now so do I, I've not really slept since Wednesday only cat napped, suppose that doesn't help.
This all feels like a bad dream, that I'm going to wake up any minute, but I don't wake up, I have super supportive family and friends, but its like no one knows what to say to me.
Day by day I suppose is the only way to cope with this, but it all seems to much and to hard.
Sal1
