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FormerMember over 4 years ago

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Thankyou for Dave I think it was that left me a message about the loss of my best friend mags

It’s nice to know I’m not alone.

some days I feel alone and I have friends online and in reality but it feels like everyone is moving on or happy and content and I’m in this bubble of depression.

cruise contacted me last week and we had a chat she was nice the lady and im just now waiting for someone to be assigned to me.

I feel the funeral on Monday will be up and down for me nice to see old friends but sad too and depressing. How do u know someone is with you even after they’ve passed away ? I had a dream about her the other night ( so a week after she passed away ) and it was so vivid and when I woke up I couldn’t remember precisely what she had said so I felt frustrated for the rest of the day as though I’d missed something important she may have said or is this my mind playing tricks on me ? I felt so guilty after she died as I never got to see her In time

stay safe everyone xx

DaveyBo over 4 years ago

Hi Pinkygirl

The dream you had was probably your friend trying to reach to let you know she is no longer suffering and that she will be with you as much as she can. It is a sort of sixth sense that you may feel someone near. Sometimes you may smell perfume that only that person wore, a flower (one of their favourites) may bloom out of season, if you are sitting in the park a bird may come very close when normally they wouldn't, you may feel a slight breath of wind on a still day. There are many ways you can sense / feel someone is near you even when they have passed as long as you are open to them. You may wake up one morning and have the urge to visit somewhere or look in a drawer for something - this would probably be a message coming through to help you with your grieving.

Hope this helps and sending you another hug.

David

FormerMember over 4 years ago in reply to DaveyBo

OMG u know you just said she will be with me as much as she can? That is just the sentence she said to me eg she said to me towards the end that she would do all she can for me so that meant all the fight she has left in her to support me in things that were personal to us.

The funeral was Monday and I was lucky to go considering the covid19 restrictions.I was sobbing in the church but before when she arrived at her house and then to the church the Herse kept going the wrong way and I said to my friend u bet u now she’s having the last laugh on us lot u know cos we can’t even go the right way.It didn’t feel real when we were at the church at first I couldn’t take it in that it was my best friend in there.

After the service we went back to her house and we were sitting there as a group chatting and a small white feather appeared in front of my face and nobody saw it at first until I pointed it out and then her friend saw it and paid attention to it.

That friend that also saw it told me today she’s been at home and her drawer in her bedroom keeps opening. At first I couldn’t believe it I asked her if it was loose or something but she said it’s never been like it before until now.

I don’t know if I believe in these things sort of do and sort of don’t . I feel worn out and emotional from the funeral and guilty I didn’t see her before she passed and bad that I want her back even though I knew she was in pain it’s a selfish feeling I have.

Cruse are helping me with a counsellor once a week so that should help on the phone .

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