Stop this ride....I want to get off !!!

  • Feeling empty.

    Monday 12th December.

    The last couple of days have been uneventful really, except that I had another fall out with the wig yesterday. I went out with it on for the first time in the  morning, just to the co-op, it drove me absolutely crazy, the fringe was flopping all over, I wanted to rip it off in the shop. I didn't care what people thought, but I really didn't want to frighten the children in there. We got held…

  • Wig fail and a surprise.

    Sarurday 10th December.

    It was another ok day today, except for the bit when I tried to put my wig on, I just couldn't get it on right, I never asked the wig lady what to do with my ears, does the wig go behind or over my ears. I tightened the wig with the straps and tried again, still no joy, it looked so good when I tried it on when I had hair and with the wig lady. It was so disappointing. I wanted to cry, then…

  • Clipper Day.

    Friday 9th December.

    Today I decided to get rid of the mess on my head that used to be my lovely hair. Ever since I can remember people always commented on it, it was thick and wavy, reddish brown in colour. Until a few years ago I hated it, but recently I've grown to like my hair. 

    Today was the day it had to go, it was coming out in handfuls,  so I went upstairs with the clippers and scissors and brushed…

  • Bin day.

    Thursday 8th December.

    Thursday is bin day in our house. This bin day there has been rather a lot of my hair going into it. 

    It's been another okay day, nothing to write home about  except my hair is falling out. 

    I went to the shops early and kept as far away from people as I could as this week my white cells are having a holiday. The lady at the post office was moaning about being fed up and not wanting…

  • A nice 'normal' day.

    Wednesday 7th December.

    Today has been a good day again. I woke up at 5.20am, but had had a good  five hours sleep, and an hour before bed too, no sleeping tablets again. Things are looking up.

    Another lazy day at home, tidying around, writing Christmas cards and walking the dogs while delivering the neighbours cards. I have never spent so much time at home while the business is closed, it's strange, we are…