I have my results meeting tomorrow afternoon. I am nervous and praying for good news. However, thanks to the support of this community and the Fight Bladder Cancer Facebook page - link below, I feel able to face bad news if I have to. It's been inspiring and informative, so thanks everyone.
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Saw this in the garden this morning. It was there last night too but with its wings spread. It was totally still and we'd thought it was dead. Obviously not as today it's in a differentposition. A beautiful creature. Good luck to anyone with treatment or results today.
Well I've stopped worrying about the appointment on Monday. I keep forgetting Southmead Hospital is brand spanking new and built to deal with future capacity. This is why I'm lucky enough to get my treatment quickly. I don't know what my results will be but I'm determined not to worry unless there is something to worry about. I'm expecting my turbt scab to start shedding any day now. Is it noticeable when it starts? Or…
I'm finding all this a bit surreal. When I was told I had cancer just over a month ago I cried for a week. Then it settled into occasional bursts, then it stopped. I expected pain and got only mild discomfort. Everything has changed and yet nothing has changed. Now the tumour is out, the catheter is out and I'm waiting to heal and waiting to get my results. I have to make myself rest, stop myself from doing anything strenuous…
Had a nice slow walk to the shops yesterday. My dog, Stiggy, was very happy that I could come on his walk. Dean held him, of course. I got a bit tired but it was worth it. It's the eighth day since my TURBT so I'll be expecting to start losing scabs soon, I guess. The rainy season has hit Bristol so no long walks today. We managed a short walk to the local shops between deluges. Waiting for my results is stressful but…
