The Butterfly Who Flapped Too Hard

  • Understanding emotions, or not.

    So, I've always felt a bit different to other people and nothing ever sat 'right' with me. When people were reacting to things, or explaining things, or when I was explaining things to them, or reacting to situations or questions - something always seemed a little off. Then I made friends with teachers who had training in spotting kids with challenges, and they made some comments - totally independently of one another…

  • Absolutely incredulous!

    So, I have a real problem sometimes getting my meds from the pharmacy. I've no idea why this is a problem, because it should be a really simple procedure.


    • They call me and ask what I want.
    • I tell them.
    • They ask for my scripts from the doc.
    • Doc sends them over.
    • They fill them out.
    • They deliver them to me on the pre-asigned day.


    Simple right? Apparently not!


  • Fake Friends

    F*ck them!


    I have something stronger in mind, because I am both raging and in tears, but I've been whapped before for swearing on here and I don't fancy it again.


    But seriously. F*ck them!!!


    You know what? Trying to navigate your way through a cancer diagnosis and the treatments on offer is not easy. In fact, it's bloody difficult sometimes. You're told that this is what's happening inside…

  • Oh FFS!

    I had no idea where to put this, as it doesn't really fit into any of the groups on site. But then, I guess I don't really fit into any one group on site.

    Today is a bad day.


    I was all geared up for yesterday, expecting to be called by the Hysteroscopy nurse to tell me how we are going to proceed with treating the womb cancer and what my biopsy showed - but she never called. So I'm still in limbo…

  • It's been a while

    2 months in fact apparently, since my last blog post.

    There's been a few things happening health wise - you can see them on my profile if you're interested - but most of the time has been spent sleeping. I'm just SOOOOO tired at the moment, and I'm just not sure why.

    Also, TMI moment coming up, I have the worst wind I've ever experienced before. And it's constant. It's to the point where it builds up…