just one of those days

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FormerMember

25 Jul 2010

feeling quite down today, errol is doing good at the moment cause sinitib is coming out of his system so not as sleepy, ( he seems quite distant sometimes not sure what this is ) not heard about the trials yet still waiting, worried that he will be feeling good and then will try something that will make him so ill again.

have been to see my lovely dad today he is in a residential home he is 87, i havent been able to go as often because i am looking after errol, i cried all the way home , he is not well very tearful and down , i feel guilty because i cant be there for him.

my mum is also in a nursing home, i have two brothers who live in london one is very poorly with a heart condition and terminal,

so sorry to be full of gloom and doom but i am very scared i know that i am going to lose a lot sooner rather than later

FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Teresaeth,

Look you are putting a lot of unnecessary pressure on yourself. Get things in priority you cant be four places at once so you are going to have to make a choice,who is the most important in your life,make them the priority and so on and so on.You keep trying to spread yourself around and you will be the one who will end up ill. So take time out and try and give yourself the odd day off.

Take care and be safe. Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xxx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

No wonder you are feeling so down with all that going on - but my advice would be to take a deep breath and think about it. Your Errol needs you. Your Mum and dad are being well looked after, presumable your poorly brother has family who are caring for him. So, you can concentrate on Errol - and, most importantly, yourself. Sending you lots of comforting hugs, I know how lonely it can feel when you are down. Val XX
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

thanks again for your kind words and support, feeling bit better today, i know i cant do everything but cant help feeling guilty sometimes, must concentrate on today and not tomorrow :-)x
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