Well its been nearly nine weeks since i lost my wonderful husband errol,, it still seems like yesterday, my dad has been really poorly also so have been running backwards and forwards to be there for him at the same time.
Dad passed away on saturday , i had been with him all day holding his hand but he decided to go while i was on my way home,,, will miss him so much but i know he is now at peace and in a better place…
Well it,s been 5 weeks since errol passed away and all of a sudden i can't stop the tears, i am sure this is probably normal, i still cannot believe i will never see him again i think it is starting to hit home what has happened,
My dad is also in hospital with suespected lung cancer he is 87 and i am very close to him , i go everyday to see him , there is no one else to go, i feel like i am being punished , it has…
Its been a week since errol's funeral and all went well there were so many people there, made me smile knowing how many friends he had.
And now i have to carry on but my life has changed so much i don't know where to start,, i have kept myself busy because the minute i stop i cry but i feel bad for being busy if that make any sense. I know there are so many on here who have lost someone and we are all different and…
Hi everyone, so much has happened since i was last on here, errol was poorly and needed a blood transfusion , home again but still not feeling so good,,, then he started with a cough doctor said it might be a chest infection so a course of antibiotics were taken,,,,
trials for birmingham were coming up but i was sure that errol was not well enough ,, but nothing was going to stop him taking part thats for sure,,,, then…
Only wrote a blog a few days ago on how things seemed so much better and now i am not so sure,,
called the doctor yesterday errol is not feeling very well again very sleepy started coughing during the night and has a lump appear on his chest.
Wasnt our usual doctor and she said he might have a chest infection although she listened and said it was ok, doesnt know what the lump is and to show the doctor on monday when…
