Its been a week since errol's funeral and all went well there were so many people there, made me smile knowing how many friends he had.
And now i have to carry on but my life has changed so much i don't know where to start,, i have kept myself busy because the minute i stop i cry but i feel bad for being busy if that make any sense. I know there are so many on here who have lost someone and we are all different and cope in different ways there is no right way i am sure ??
When errol was poorly it seemed like it was forever but now i realise that his illness was very short Feb - Sept am still shocked that it has happened so very numb and want to pretend that he is having a lay down upstairs
