Well what can i say but yes you were all right,Dads funeral went smoothly, we cried lots and later we laughed loads,Dad would have enjoyed the day. Now we have to start to get back to "normal",hubby and me are finding it a struggle not having to "do" things for Dad and seem to just sit there looking at the walls, so we went back to work yesterday,i found out what wonderful people i work with, there was big banners saying…
Well its the day before Dads funeral and the panic has set in!!!!
I've tried to keep busy organising things cleaning the house as if the queen is coming and nothing has helped this feeling of panic and dread that i'm having to have to say goodbye to my Dad, i really dont want tomorrow to come yet i know it will and i know with the help of family and friends i will survive it but i cant get over this feeling, i just dont…
Well today was my first day on my own since dad went, everyone gone to work,just me alone in the house,i might aswell been sitting on the moon,i know i could have phoned hubby or kids even just for a chat but didn't want to worry them,hubby was worried about leaving me as it was,and my two best mates who i know i could ring and they would come at the drop of a hat,but i knew this day had to come and i had to cope,thought…
This is my first blogg so forgive me if it doesnt make sense.
The time has come that i have been dreading for months, my beloved dad has gone,and i feel my heart has been ripped out, all my friends in chat have been with us helping,supporting, caring,advising, just being there when needed, when ever i switched on someone was there,i could not have done this without the support i have recieved from the special friends…
