guilt

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mum has been diagnosed with lung cancer.  She is a lady aged 71.  I keep thinking that i shouldnt feel bad as younger people get it when they r younger and that ive been lucky for46 years.  but any way im realy pissed off and angr,y that this is happening to her sorry guys i wish it was me i dont want to see her go through this i want to care for her. if it was me i would cope better  should i be feeling like this or am i being stupid . im not ready to let her go  help guys im struggling. Im not on my own i have a wonderful husband and daughter who i love very much but i dont want to talk to them either  my mum is my mum and at the moment i hate this world

 

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