well some good news to share
after a week of absolutely sh****ng myself my results were clear just two normal follicles on my ovary not abnormalities like that stupid bloody woman said told my oncologist and she was annoyed too
but good news all is well so back again in 6 months - only 18 to go :))
sending everyone love and best wishes xx
well had my scans last week - done by such a cheerful lady who explained EVERY SINGLE thing she was doing - and I mean everything I could have cheerfully shoved that bloody probe somewhere!!
Anyway first scan was absolutely fine but second showed abnormalities on my right ovary both around 12mm in size - could be cysts but werent there at last scan so with my history........
Im absolutely sh****ng myself especially…
its 22 years since you left us jamie yet it feels like yesterday can still picture you in that hospital bed hooked up to machines......still see your face and feel your warm hand in mine as i held it for the last time wishing...praying for a miracle which never came
all we are left with is memories of the boy you were and can only imagine the man you would become and think of all the things you were denied......girlfriends…
its my Dads birthday today and i wish so much he was here so i could tell him how much i love him and miss him and wish him happy birthday :(
wish i had a time machine to go back and re-live all those wasted years when we didnt talk- still i know that his last 6 months were made happier by seeing his Grandchildren and me just wish it had been longer
life is too short for petty arguements and stubbornness its just a…
it was my significant others birthday today - well yesterday now - didnt realise the time - they say it flies when youre having fun
had a really lovely day - almost felt like normal - it helps so much keeping busy and spending quality time with the kids - now theyre getting older its hard- james is always working or down the pub and georgias with her friends - they grow up so quick
im so proud of both of them - james…
