This shit is becoming real and it's terrifying.
Dad has his pre op on Friday but the surgeons secetary has phoned and given dad the date for the operation...Exactly a week today he'll be in hospital.
Everything will be ok? It's got to be...
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I just want to scream
I'm crying
I'm swearing
I'm literally tearing my my hair out
I'm alone in the house,because,well you can't do this in front of others ,oh no,because you've to be strong.What ...
