We go today and even though Dad's is adamant he's not having the radiotherapy until he's sat in that room with the oncologist telling her then I guess anything could happen and he might say let's do it.....
We were told the cancer is aggressive ,I asked if the lymph nodes were Incapsulated and the oncologist said no,I didn't ask her to elaborate I know what that means....I asked if there was any gentler treatment at all ,but she said no.
Dad gave his answer and it was no.
Just got to make the most of whatever time he has left before this cancer rears it's ugly head again ....
I just hope that mum.and dad gets away to Cornwall and get to enjoy at least the rest of this summer season feeling well...
Nothing feels real .....I guess I just feel numb....I don't want to think about the cancer anymore untill we have to....
It's time to Crack On
