cheesed off

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Sorry to sound so misserable but iam feeling realy pxxxxd off today. I am fed up of being alone every night watching mindless t.v.

when jim was alive we would be chatting away,discussing where we would be going tommorow going to see the grand-children doing every day things, untill that vile, hideouse agressive and evil disease enters and destroys lives.

Iam sorry to say these things but will cancer ever be erradicated? I think to myself why the hell are we here. Its the survival of the fittest and whats the point in fighting to beat this grief i may as well give up now.

love to you all

chris. x x x x

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    the old cliche springs to mind 'heals with time' i suppose. Probably not but it will get easier. I'm starting this journey (hopefully not) with my father. Scares me stupid!! One thing that has helped me is all these 100's of people on this site. Only been on here about 3 times and when i read everyones sad story's i think of this cliche 'a dropped stitch in lifes tapestry'. Tell me to shut up. Stay strong. Good and bad days. Dont say sorry for being hacked off, thats part and parcel of it. I'm a miserable sod too at the moment, take it easy, all the best

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I can't help but admire all of you. Your bravery, your compassion for others; whether sufferer or carer, I feel humbled and it's an honour to read your words. I only hope that I can meet the challenges that I know I must face, as carer to my partner, half as bravely as you