cheesed off

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Sorry to sound so misserable but iam feeling realy pxxxxd off today. I am fed up of being alone every night watching mindless t.v.

when jim was alive we would be chatting away,discussing where we would be going tommorow going to see the grand-children doing every day things, untill that vile, hideouse agressive and evil disease enters and destroys lives.

Iam sorry to say these things but will cancer ever be erradicated? I think to myself why the hell are we here. Its the survival of the fittest and whats the point in fighting to beat this grief i may as well give up now.

love to you all

chris. x x x x

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi there to all who replied to me, your all so kind your words mean so much you've become my family

    love and hugs to you all

    christinexx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I've been where you are! I felt like you do! Then 2 years after I lost me husband I got cancer myself!

    I was desparate to survive, I did! My darling husband had no chance but now I have and I intend living my life for myself and for my husband who would have given anything to be here right now!

    Be careful what you wish for! Never give up how fair would that be to your Jim?

    Take each day as it comes someday you will move on!

    All the best love Julie XX

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    well hi hun

    im going to give you a good kick up the back side !!! take note of what all these lovely people are saying you have loads to give to your family and to cancer research and people who just need a friend to talk to go out there girl and volunteer for everything 62 is no age at all and you have your life in front of you and make jim proud as i know he always was to have such a wonderful wife as yourself who cared for him till the end he wouldnt want you to be feeling so low you have bundles of loving and caring to give to others who are fighting so up you get dust yourself down and face the next chapter its hard hun im sure but you will find your way through these dark days im so sorry you are feeling so down but just remember tomorrow is another day take care we are always here when you need us

    love and loads of hugs

    jen xxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi jen

    well your so right ,ive always cared for people so why should i give up now its just when i miss my jim i just feel sorry for myself because i hate being on my own. there are so many of you lovely people out there fighting cancer i wish i could help you all.

    lots of love

    chris. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    aw bless cris so feel for you right now its such a hard time but you have so much to give others and you will make loads of new friends who will never replace your lovely jim but will give you a good reason to get up every day for

    thinking of you hun

    love and hugs

    jen xxxx