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Hi Chris,

You really are having a hard time of it. If you where

to ask me will we have a cure for Cancer in my life time the answer would be no. But then again if I

give myself another 5/10  yrs whos to know we dont and I think that thats half the problem.

I hope one day they will find a cure and Im sure they will. we have to believe they will. Look after yourself. P.S. Dont ever give up.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx

Hi, I do know how you feel, I cant see the point of breathing at times without Ed, I just want to stay under the duvet and fade away but I would like to see a cure for cancer. So I put my energy into trying to raise money for research and the local Hospice that was so wonderful in those last sad days. Family are wonderfull and I have to kep going for them, they have lost their dad, grandad and I love them so much too. I hope you can find the strength to look around and see what you can do to help fight this rotten desease that breaks the hearts of so many families, I am sure you will make new friends in the process as well as make your family proud. Our loved ones fought and so must we, they didnt give up easily and neither must we. love leisha xx

lfe is hard without our loved ones, but we do know that we have to get on with living, even though we don't want too. i have just gone back to work yesterday, i was so nervous, but it was ok. like i had never been away, i did have moments where i thought am i doing the right thing? but i know steve would be pleased that i finished my whole shift without breaking down, everyone was great towards me. he is in my thoughts 24/7. and i do miss him. but he is at peace even thought he was taken within eight weeks of diagnosis, but thats life. and we have to deal with it best we can, hard but,he will always be with me wherever i go

I fight every day to be here longer knowing that at some point I will die from cancer but love, to me life is worth living, I am alone, my partner didn't want to be with me because I had cancer, we don't want to leave loved ones, we have no choice but I know that I wouldn't want my family to feel the way you do, I can understand how you feel, yes I haven't lost a partner but I lost my dad, one brother and one sister and so many friends with cancer over the years and I know what devestation cancer causes but hopefully when my end comes through the tears there will be memories of wonderful times we all had together and I would want those close to me to grab life by the balls and live it the best they can. Sending hugs your way.....love Carol xx

Hi  kezzerbird  i feel humbled when i read your reply your such a gutsy lady, so possitive and getting on with life.there are so many people out there fighting to live thier lives, i hope i will become stronger and able to cope better. I lost my mum 2 yrs ago and i was her main carer, i was always the strong one,i was also a support worker in the community so used to helping people. i'am 62 now and wasn't able to go back to work. now i have no part to play. I wish i could meet you then you could give me kick up the backside.

love chris  xxxxxx