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our first anniversary since jims death, it would have been 36 years, spending the day with my son.............................

I havent been on this sight for a while, to be honest it isnt the easiest sight to find my way around [ for me anyway ]

Life just goes on and i am still missing my jim more than ever, it gets to the stage when the fight goes out of you and just accept that life[ WILL NEVER BE THE SAME]

Hi all

I have felt a little better of late, i still have the hang ups but are dealing with them.

I met a lady who lost her husband 4 years ago. she is so inspirational and helps many people with promblems and need support, she is totally non-judjmental and makes time for everybody whilst still helping out with children and grandchildren.

I went for lunch with the lady and her friends, it was a first for me without…

Sorry to sound so misserable but iam feeling realy pxxxxd off today. I am fed up of being alone every night watching mindless t.v.

when jim was alive we would be chatting away,discussing where we would be going tommorow going to see the grand-children doing every day things, untill that vile, hideouse agressive and evil disease enters and destroys lives.

Iam sorry to say these things but will cancer ever be erradicated…

 Hi to anyone who will listen, iam new to this sight and still can't get the hang of it .

When i lost my dear husband jim to gullet cancer it was the end of my world for me. it is now 8 months since his death things are a little easier, iam learning to cope with it , getting over it is a differnt story how can i after all he was and is the love of my life.

I read somewere its like negotiating around an elephant you…