Sad and scared

  • No more pain you are free

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    God looked around his garden and found an empty place,

    He then looked down upon the earth and saw your tired face,

    He put his arm around you

    And lifted you to rest

    Gods garden must be beautiful                                

    He always takes the best.

    He knew that you were suffering

    He knew you were in pain.

    He knew that you would never

    Get well on earth again.

    He saw the road was getting rough

    And the hills were hard to climb.

    So he closed…

  • Dad passed away

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    My wonderful dad passed away this morning at 10. 35. I dont know what to say. I feel numb. My life over the last 9 months was about helping my dear dad.now that has ended I feel a massive big void in my life. Dad you suffered so much in the last 10 weeks of life that im glad you are at peace and not suffering anymore.Now Im back at home I miss him more than ever. My husband and children have been wonderful but I still…

  • Only days left

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    My heart is so heavy. Dad has slept since friday and the nurses said they will let us know the signs. Ive been with dad every step of the way since his cancer journey started in March. Im going to feel so lost when he goes. Its my little boys birthday on Friday and I pray to god it doesnt happen then. My little boy said he would be very sad if it happened then. One of my friends who is spiritual said she can see people…

  • DAD WANTED TO GO BACK TO WILLEN

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    I have been staying with my mum and dad but went home on friday as I hadnt seen my kids and husband. The marie curie nurse was staying so I thought it would be ok. But mum phoned me and said dad was very distressed so I came back and spent the night. He spoke to me and said he felt funny and he was going to die. It was a horrible night as I kept watching him. I spoke to the marie curie nurse and she said people sence…

  • The will to live

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    The docters are amazed at dad. he hasnt eaten for 6 weeks. His prefered place to die is at home with mum. They treated him very well at the hospice but dads happier at home. Dad has been very restless and we  called out  the chapline from the hospice on sunday as dad is not at peace. We have tried to talk to him but he doesnt say anything. Its so sad as he has lost so much weight and is very out of it. They sent a Maire…