Well havent posted since I last spoke to doctors. They have booked me in for my hysterectomy on the 19th. Has hit me pretty hard. Its very easy to sya why me, and if only we had of had children a few years ago... and wonder what would have been.... Guess when your 28 you dont think that far into the future. But I have to stop myself wondering about what could have been and focus on what is now. I do have a lot to be greatful…
Well I guess the news is good.
They said they have found the tumor early and I have been officially staged as 1B.
So they have booked me in for a hysterectomy. If my lymph nodes are clear then than that is all the treatment I will need so I guess I should be grateful that it looks like I wont need chemo/radiation, but am just struggling so much with the fact that we wont be able to have a family. It just seems so unfair…
Well am finding it really difficult tonight so thought i just would write some stuff down. Get it out there and then maybe I can get some sleep.
Have my appointment with my consultant tommorrow to find out what treatment plan is. Except I already know whether it is just surgery or chemo/radiation either way my husband and I will never be able to hav the family we wanted. Im only 28. I know I should be focussing on getting…
MRI=0, Me=1
Round two went to me. Did my mri with hardly any fuss at all.
Yeah!
Think I deserve a nice big glass of red wine to celebrate
Well it has been exactly one week since I was diagnosed.
What a week is all can say. Been pretty traumatic, so many emotions in such a short time period. I am just totally exhausted physically and mentally. In saying that though today Im starting to feel as if I might, and I say might, just be able to cope with this. Think my mini meltdown yesterday actually has really helped and I can start to come to terms with this…
