Well havent posted since I last spoke to doctors. They have booked me in for my hysterectomy on the 19th. Has hit me pretty hard. Its very easy to sya why me, and if only we had of had children a few years ago... and wonder what would have been.... Guess when your 28 you dont think that far into the future. But I have to stop myself wondering about what could have been and focus on what is now. I do have a lot to be greatful for. A wonderful hsband, and wonderful family and friends. And we will get through this. It is very sad and I know that it is going to be tough emotionally but we are strong. So lets just hurry up and get this op over and done with so we can start the process of rebuilding and moving on. Seems like the 19th is an eternity away yet so close at the same time.
Still marvel at how much my life has changed in the blink of an eye.
But at least the fog of despair is lifting, and I can start to see the rays of sunshine coming through. With acceptance starts to come hope. I cant change whats happening, but I can change how I deal with it.
