It's funny where your brain takes you at 4 in the morning, this is what my brain decided to do at that time last night:
Hubby eventually got liquid meds today after me banging on about it for two weeks so with a bit of luck he will start to feel better.
He is supposed to go for follow up on Friday but doesn't feel strong enough yet so I must speak to his doc tomorrow and hopefully he will understand. think hubby is a liitle worried that the doc will want to start the next lot of chemo so soon, but another week will not hurt, he needs…
Still feel exhausted by the last few months and think it feels worse as the dark nights draw close. Where did our summer go again? I think this is the worst part, when you are back and forth to the hospital for treatment you seem to go from one day to the next not realising what day it is. Feel bad because the kids had no summer with us again, not sure how they cope, oh here we go again, I can hear them say. This looks…
Well October is nearly upon us and I cannot get my head round where another year has gone. Way back in Dec 1995 the docs told us it would be a couple of weeks chemo after the first op then another op and then it was highly unlikely that it would ever return. The words - if you had to pick a cancer then testicular would be the one because it has such a high cure rate - are still ringing in my ears. Little did they or we…
Feeling absolutely exhausted today. Hubby is really going through the mill at the moment. The methatrexate is making his mouth really sore , not like with other chemos, this drug crystalises in the body and makes the inside of the throat feel like it is closing over, the cheeks and gums become swollen and then start to fall apart. All the food I have tried to tempt him with has ended up in the bin. This happened last…
