Well here we go, Blog number 2. I have felt better today, but can't shake off this depression. Goodness only knows what I'm going to be like when I do find out exactly whats going on. I have my first appointment with the consultant coming up on Monday. I know my husband is hoping that we will be told to just go on our holiday (which is in 2 weeks time) and that we'll sort out anything we need to do when we get back. Trouble…