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  • update

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Well, Dads treatments has been postponed whilst they get to the bottome of whats making him so tired and so breathless.  He went into hospital on monday for tests to his heart.  He (and us) had it in our heads that they would do tests, adjust his heart tablets and his energy levels would pick up.  When does anything go the way you want it to go???

    Dad's heart is fine.  He is now waiting for a ct scan on his lungs.  A…

  • new to this blogging - new to this exposing my feelings

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Dad is 2 and a half years into life with cancer.  he has inoperable, incurable cancer of the gullet.  Still dont think i have come to terms with the fact that this horrid illness is going to take my dad away from me.

    I feel sad.  I feel angry.  I feel helpless.  I feel inadequate.  Who do i look out for?  My dad who is clearly suffering?  My mam who is suffering by watching the love of her life suffer?  My 9 year old daughter…