his now eating which is a bonus. but taking him out today every 1 saw how bad he is getting am putting on a brave face and shutters up 99% of ppl say am doing a fantastic job and that am so brave i dont see my self as brave am just doing what any 1 else would do for there family and the other 1% can go fourth and multiply am doing my best for him that i can they dont seem to understand that there is no magic medicene…
My brother just wont eat trying to get build up drink down wont work he just wont have them. I feel such a faliure the whole family is looking to me to keep him going they dont see the tears he sheds because his in pain the sleepless nights or the cleaning up i have to do when he has an accident in his sleep they see the good times when he does get up untill today when dad saw for himself how much his gone down hill its…
