I APOLOGISE NOW FOR THIS POST BEING SO NEGATIVE. I'M IN TURMOIL AND FIND IT HELPS TO WRITE THINGS DOWN. PLEASE DON'T FEEL YOU NEED TO READ, OR RESPOND, TO IT. I'M REALLY JUST HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF!!!
Yesterday I met Violet, my bereavement counsellor, courtesy of work and Occupational Health. I should be grateful as I know it can be difficult for people to access bereavement counselling when they…