Hello everyone.
So you thought I drop off this planet, well nope I did not.
Let me bring you up to speed, after my operation, life seemed to return to normal, I had the 6 weeks off work, but when I returned things just did not seem to be the same, as someone whom works for the railway I have to do shift work, my memory seemed to not hold information.
Had a brilliant Christmas had all my children round and even my parents…
On Friday 26th August I went into Frimley Hospital to have my vaginial hysterectomy.
This went well, I was on ward by 1500 Friday afternoon, I felt a little let down tho, I would thought the nurses would have been a little bit more caring, I got the impression they thought I was there because it was a hysterectomy, but not because I had cancer.
I needed to allow people ie my mum and partner know where I was and asked…
Well we are nearly there, I am booked into hospital for a Vaginal hysterectomy on Friday 26th August.
Today Tuesday 23rd I have my pre appointment, its all becoming to real.
It all come to a head yesterday, I just wanted to get everything off my chest, maybe I am tied but it came I admitted to Tim that I am bloody scared, I might still laughing and joking at work or with friends, but I let this horrible feeling surfaced. I was thinking what if ....... I call this the dark side I got 3 children aged 4, 14, 16 a wonderful partner of 3 years whom has a 13 son, my family won't except him, so…
