Well firstly I want to thank everyone for thier lovely comments :-) it means a lot.
Well Ive been in remission for about 4 weeks now and Im starting to get really paranoid, what does remission mean is my cancer gone forever? I keep getting physically itchy which was one of my symptoms before is it in my head?
I dont know whats going on grrr
Found out on friday im in complete remission. Im absolulty over the moon!!! I just have to pray it doesnt come back now tho :/
Well thats my 5th cycle done and Im getting closer to knowing what is next for me. Two more doses to go then I will get my CT scan. I just hope that there has been more improvement which would conclude in me going on for 8 cycles instead of eshap chemo, but I will cross tha bridge when I come to it! No porint in worrying now.
Had the last of my 5th cycle on Tuesday and to be honest it wasnt too bad I feel a bit tired…
Does Anyone ever get the impression that thier consultants are positive one week and negative the next and so on and so on? Well I do! Tuesday my consultant told me I could just be going out to 8 cycles of ABVD then he started waffling about the way people are treated in Canada! Well anyway I've now decided to let it all go in one ear and out the other because I don't really know were I stand now but hey I will know so…
Woke up today feeling fine! My boyfriend is currently making me breadfast and my daughter is running about the house like a mad child lol! This is what life should be all about however cancer still pops up in my mind when I look at her!
Im in limbo at the moment because I dont know whats going to happen with y treatment! grrr xxx
