Today has been a tough one for me, I feel really guilty about being on here and in the state of which i am when my mum is all clear, but i get some sort of love out of 1.helping others and 2.the comfort of having someone to talk to.
Like i said, i feel guilty, because there are people in here who have lost a loved one or a losing a loved on or so on.And mines still here and fairly healthy. Maybe i should just go? Perhaps this is not the right place for me.
That might sound really silly to some people, but its so hard to sit here knowing mums still here and i feel like im just 'using' the sight. Its not right. Im sorry.
Mum i love you, i never say it enough, and although you dont read this, i know you now know it! Your my rock!!
I cant cope. im sorry. :'(
