Got the phone call just now, Eds heart is 59% but good enough for treatment. Nurse said dont worry about blood test as treatment is to improve symptoms, nothing more. now have to wait for hospital to contact us for treatment. Please please let them hurry up!!!!!!!!!
GP upped patches to 75 today, Ed sweating alot, side effect of patches but i dont think he has fluid enough for this sweating. Ed has started wretching but nothing comes up. Taking Buscopan but it doesnt seem to be doing anything. He says they should just give him a final needle. Nightmare just doesnt begin to describe this journey, I just want him to rest in peace, Im sorry my darling I cant make it go away. I love you so much, xxxxxxxx
