Briefly, Ed went downhill over the weekend,so i ask all my friends to pray that he now finds peace as quickly as possible as he is so tired and poorly he cant be moved to the Hospice. A bumpy time with more morphine sat and then relaxant sunday which just made him comatose. I am devastated as no one told us it would happen so quickly and he cant speak now and we still had things to say, like ` I love you` for the last time. I can but he cant. I cant even remember the last thing he said to me! Iam heartbroken I will never hear his voice again. But i can still hold him and tell him my thoughts for a while, I thought I had prepared for this but I was wrong.
