lanzarote's blog

I cried today , I dont know why perhaps because I dont want to die I feel for you people that suffer too do we deserve what we got through? perhaps its to prepare us for some other life But I dont want to go ,and leave my wife I love her too much to leave her some day but I do find it hard to learn how to pray you see Im a man who can and who will go forward and conquer , I know I can still I cant entertain the thought…

Some days I wake and dont know what to do, feeling morose , unsure and blue. What is it that makes me feel this way, I dont know for sure, but it wont go away. most days Im happy , bubbling with life, but days like this , fear, turmoil and strife. FB will cheer me , so will What Now, both bringing a smile to my furrowed brow. I will talk to the people, people with good sense, a joke, a smile and laughter, will make…

Yesterday I posted a poem on here all mixed up and full of fear it was about dark days and nights and how this world is full of frights when I pushed the button to let u all see it disappeared from you and me now its true, no one will see the darkest ,blackest side of me Good Job as well! Keep smiling !

its thirteen years today since we were married,but we have had 28 years of pure bliss . We have laughed alot and recently cried alot, but life goes on and so does our love for each other. I dont know how I would cope without Caz, I know what she means when she says" I dont know what I ll do when you have gone" . The things that we do together now , even cutting the grass as took on bigger proportions as Caz wants to be…

I wish I could be funny , I want to make you smile, to relieve you of your troubles, just for a little while, It would be rather lovely if I could make you think of something glad forget the pains and anguish , that makes you feel sad! to walk through sunny fields and hear the birds at song what a lovely sound, never mind the country pong! to pass the babbling water, to see the bright blue sky see the cattle in the…