Some days I wake and dont know what to do,
feeling morose , unsure and blue.
What is it that makes me feel this way,
I dont know for sure, but it wont go away.
most days Im happy , bubbling with life,
but days like this , fear, turmoil and strife.
FB will cheer me , so will What Now,
both bringing a smile to my furrowed brow.
I will talk to the people, people with good sense,
a joke, a smile and laughter, will make me less tense.
Then I will realise its not all doom and gloom
but love , banter ,laughter, lifes good , boom boom!
keep smiling! xxxx
FormerMember
Hi there - a real poet. Thatwas lovely and very true.
Love your name also - may because I just used to live for my holidays. We love the Canary Islands - and mainly go to Gran Canaria. Have just had to cancel our October trip - two weeks holiday - as I am due for surgery Monday 24 August and dont really know whhat lies ahead. My annual travel insurance runs out on 24th August and they have refused to offer me a renewal because of the breast cancer. My only option was to cancel direct with the travel agents and loose deposit. I also have a weeks holiday booked for January and another February - both o Gran Canaria - just love the sun, sea, people, wine, etc etc.
Wonder if and when I will get away again. I feel as if I could do with a holiday but know that at the moment is is out of the question.
Have been off work since diagnosis two weeks ago - one day rolls into the next - hospitals, biopsies, waiting for results, Cat scans, xrays , blood tests - you will know what I mean.
I have a fear of hospitals and needles so it does not help.
