lanzarote's blog

  • shattered life

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    What happens in life , that makes it so hard

    what turned me from bright , into  being  retard

    when I were young , I  ruled all my life

    looking for fun, love, banter  , a good  wife

     I got all these things , probably more than my share

    I had love, laugher, money, well , enough not to care

    Then one day , a doctors appointment,

    perhaps a pill ,tablet .potion or ointment

     no ,said the doctor , there is no answer,

     I sorry to…

  • Waiting

    FormerMember
    FormerMember
    Waiting, waiting, waiting some more ,
     5 days 4hrs till I know the score
    Why should I bother to worry and fret
    .all will be perfect again ,I bet!
    Well perfect may not be the perfect word
    I got terminal cancer , its bloody absurd!
    The hands move or do they? ,time passes so slow
    Roll on appointment , I just gotta know
    Head pounding ,not knowing , heart thumping like mad
    Will it be good news ,or will tidings  be sad…
  • 2010

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    FormerMember

    Just want to wish all my friends on here and all the people who are suffering this bliddy horrible disease,and their carers a great new decade and hope that very soon we have major break throughs in the treatment and cure of it ! Thanx to all at macmillan for your support and caring ! Chat or not , this is still a priceless site , Keep smiling and keep up the splendid work that you all do ! Cheers  xxx 

  • this site

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hiya All , I  have just been on the chat and nobody is on there , Sunday morning and nobody about ! I cant        " believe it "! lol. Is it because of all  the infighting? I think that people should remember what this site is , or should I say used to be ! A place  to debate , help ,Laughter,  tears  and what ever else for genuine people with genuine concerns about cancer and its related matters. Please people for the sake…

  • selfish!

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    FormerMember

    I wish I could do it , and do it in style,

    but when I try I miss by a mile

    to let myself go, with emotion and cry

    Im bloody well losing , and affraid to die!

    every one dies I know that is true,

    but that is others , not me and you!

    it happens to others , its others that go

    people out there , that we dont know

    and if I sound selfish, your bloody well right

    I aint going nowhere, so hold on tight !

    the ride may…