my god this isnt happening again...... it cant be
not very long ago i was nursing my beloved Nanna right to the day she died.. cancer finally took her from me from us.. Feb 17th Nanna left this earth to be with Grandad once again.. slowly bit at a time i am healing.. recovering from the pain, letting go of the anger, starting to smile when i think of Nanna instead of crying..
But
As soon as i start to feel better…
Done know where to start.. dont even know if this is an appropriate place to write and i apologise if it isnt but i need somewhere other than facebook or similiar to vent, to offload my thoughts.. somewhere there is a good chance someone will understand ...
My beloved Nanna has bowel cancerl that has spread all round her abdomen we dont know exactly where or how far advanced it is as she has declined any tests or treatment…
