Well,lifes been better the last couple of days,appart from the dog eating a 200g bar of galaxy on Sat nght while having a girls night in with my daughter ect,Billy got a lovely multi coloured poo earlier in the garden and tonight i took them out with my daughter for a bit fresh air (me not the dogs!) and low and behold Tara shit 2 minutes from home,im swear it looked like melted galaxy,thankfully that was the only side effect she suffered but i swear ill never eat another galaxy again!
My eldest helped me tidy the front garden today for winter,well he did the work i bossed him about which was great, i suffered the racing with Billy and the wee one and im glued to the tv with the x factor on,mind you im missing Come dine with me which was fillmed in Edinburgh and has my mums old boss in it (he isnt cooking- his cousin is) so fingers crossed its on catch up later!
School holidays this week and im actually looking forward to it,long lies,walks if the weather holds,might even invite a few friends round for coffee,if i dont feel like going out i might as well invite them here to catch up.
Feeling much more positive just now,off the old anti depressants and about to start the new ones this week which im hoping will help the panic attacks, still not been out alone but been out with Katie for a walk which is an improvement,baby steps!!
Danielle,i think about you often,and wonder where you find your amazing strength at the moment,you put me to shame xx
