Joanne20x2's blog

Hey everyone,

Wow! It's been a long time since I last wrote a blog.. I've been living my life and almost forgetting whats important. I always feel guilty for forgetting and moving on becuase I know Cancer will always be a part of me.

 I don't know.. I guess I feel like I'm taking life for granted because I'm not remembering all those things 'I will definitley do after I'm done with this evil Chemo' ect ect.…

pfft.. Ive finished chemo almost a year ago now, and the time is slowly creeping up to my 1year MRI.. and i am SOOOO unbeliveably sure im going insane! i cant help but think... 'ive got and head ache' it must be back! 'my arms hurting' it's definalty back! is it me, or has any one else experienced this obsession with constantly thinking this? is it normal? the other day, my boyfriend dean had just done a work out, and…

As i mentioned earlier, I began chemo in July last year, and was told id have 3 cycles of BEP ( i later had an extra in patients, so three and a half cyles in total). each cycle lasting three weeks, and chemo every week. on the fridays id go in as an out-patient to clinic and have Bleomycin for half and hour, and on the third friday id be admitted as an in- patient (which i dreaded) but i made some amazing people!! i…

Ok.. it ALL started last may. me and my boyfriend saved up for a year and half in a bid to go on our first holiday together! so.. we got the money together and booked a two week party holiday in Majorca, Magaluff. 18th of may, we flew and arrived and the holiday began. we lazed around the pool during the day and partied like crazy by night!! just the way i liked it :) four days into it and i woke up after a crazy night…