Well i can not believe what my mother in law has done now , do i cry or do i punch someone or something i am so angry ,,
most of you prob know since ju,was diognosed she was a nightmare , treated me like dirt but i put up with it for him , sometimes it was so hard but i was always the better person, well at the funeral she told everyone i didnt care for him properly and he should have been in a hospice , well she had to leave as noone else believed a word she was saying,. i have no regrets over the way i cared for and loved ju ,i did everything possible , and was thier right till the end , and yet she still threw that in my face ,so i decided just to ignore her but said if kids wanted to see her that was fine , well came to scattering ju,s ashes i txt her and she refused to come , thank goodness i said, so she wanted a picture as a keepsake ,so me being nice person let her have it , not even a thankyou !!!, since then not one word from her , so we had tuesdays service in private , only me and the kids knew and one friend on here ,
well me and the kids have had a blissful family week (was meant to be our family holiday, booked before ju got poorly ) , so i was looking forward to this weekend , well thanx to my mother in law i now have 2 very very angry girls , i recieved a phone call just now to tell me jordan has put a very rude message on face book , my god i was shocked , but now i know why i understand !
My mother in law and julians ex girlfriend (of 18years ago ) have been putting pics of them both on their and making comments ,about how happy they were ect , and saying nasty things about me . but i dont know what as i deleted them both when ju died ,as they were giving me this shit then too ,and i couldnt cope with it , but my girls obviously still have their grandmother on thier ,and can see everything .so now understandably my girls are devastated , i cant repeat what jordan wrote but i was shocked , i have rung her and asked if shes ok , and whats up? but she being her has said its nothing for me to worry about ,i couldnt tell her i knew ,as she is trying to protect me ,so i just told her i love her very much and im here ,
now im left wanting to confront my mother in law , i dont give a shit about ju,s ex she has always been a spare part in our marriage , she has a screw loose , and i know without a doubt how much ju loved me , and what upsets me most is he would be devastated not just how his mum is treating me , but our children who have just lost their dad, how dare she !!!
i dont know how i feel now im very very angry, but i also want to cry the thought of my kids hurting anymore just breaks my heart , we have had such a nice healing week together and this has just ruined it , bloody woman , she better never turn up on my doorstep again, noone upsets my kids and gets away with it.
oh and i have written that on jordans facebook ,just so she can see it !!!!!!!!!!!
i wish she could see we are grieving, not bitter and twisted like she is ,,,,
all i can say is im very lucky ju was nothing like his mother, and neither are our kids , they are amazing ,strong and a credit to their dad xxxx
