‘So how has this year been then Judes’ - you ask. Well darling, more tears than laughter, more sadness than joy, more loneliness than I could have imagined. But then…
In some ways I can't believe it will be a year soon, it does seem so long ago that you were here, but this last eleven months have had such an odd feel about them. It is all a bit Groundhog Dayish, every day passing but time not moving on. I do see that the rest of the world is carrying on, I just seem to be in a bubble of sadness watching it all but not being part of it. And although I am terrified of the anniversary…
Not such a hard day today, don't know why, maybe I ran out of tears after yesterday. But in the spirit of it being a better day today's list of the things that make me angry are not so intense - more of the sad/angry.
Hair - How many years did I get my hair done at home because I didn't like my hair and couldn't see the point in spending a lot of money. You persuaded me to go to a salon, but even then…
