Feeling very emotional today!

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FormerMember

21 Apr 2011

I have had such a lovely day with my little girl today. We spent the morning in the garden at our friends house with the paddling pool out. My daughter had an Easter party this afternoon to which my MIL and I took her. Then coz Mummy in law was with us she treated us to ice cream - yum yum

BUT..............I just don't know. I feel flat?! I feel like I am about to cry but don't know why. I just want to curl up in a ball! I don't know if it is because of dad and my grief or if I'm just a bit low today but now I'm feeling like this I am missing dad. I know if he was still here he'd be out enjoying the sunshine on his trike. Calling in on his way home to see us. Oh how I'd love to hear his special knock on my front door!!! :-(

FormerMember over 14 years ago

Hi Vikki,

Those beautiful memories never go away, and will be with you the rest of your life. Look after yourself.

Take care and be safe Big Hugs Love Sarsfield.xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Memories never die and no one can take them away from you ever. That knock may not happen but that doen't mean he is not close by..love Carol xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Aw, my heart goes out to you Vikki. I feel the same at times. Nice days like today makes me think more about dad and what he would be doing.

I am thinking about you and hope today will be a bit better for you and you are feeling stronger.

Love, Christine xx
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

Remember that your dad is with you still. If not physically, he is there in your heart and your memories.and always wil be. Keep those good memories of him alive and enjoy them. In a way you now have the job to do that your dad had. Build good memories for your lttle girl and you will do for her what your dad did for you

Luv

Mike
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FormerMember over 14 years ago

I feel exactly the same as you, going through the motions for the sake of the family but my heart is broken. I was holding my Dads hand when he died 5 months ago, My Dad would be in the garden pottering around with my Mum today, The hardest part of our journey is now, he is at peace, he has done his bit and now its our turn. I know what he would say to me if he could. Cheer up now Bib and have a life as good as mine. Now Ive made myself cry!! xxxxxxxx
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