Six months in to remission and I still don't feel like me. I am so grateful that I am still here but I just want some energy and happiness. I am fine for nearly a week and then I drain completely, physically and soon after emotionally. It's awful. I just wonder how long before its over,sometimes I feel so drained it's like being back on chemo. Last week I felt ill, like something just isn't right. Bloods are fine and…