Happy 50th to me

  • 6 days to go

    Got my appointment really quickly. They rang 2 days later and my appointment is on 18th. Less than a week now. What are my chances of having 2 non-cancerous lumps?! Not sure if it's more or less likely this one isn't cancer either. Ah well what will ...
  • And here we are again...

    Found another breast lump in the other boob. Might just be fat necrosis again but what if it's not. Doesn't help that my sister was diagnosed with breast cancer recently, and one of the team I line manage at work also has it. Had a lot of has...
  • A date

    I have my appointment now. As it was a week yesterday since the doctor said she'd refer me I rang the doctors to see what was happening and they said that it didn't look like the referral had actually been sent. Nearly burst into tears in the...
  • Tired

    Seems like days when there is no possibility of a letter arriving are easier. I've managed to keep it out of my mind mostly over the last couple of days of the bank holiday weekend. Tomorrow is Tuesday, which is a week from when this began. Perha...
  • Waiting

    No letter yet. I wish it would just hurry up! It's all I can think about. I just want to know what I am going to have to deal with. I'm pretty convinced at this point that I have breast cancer. But until I know for certain I'm just waitin...