Happy 50th to me

  • A date

    I have my appointment now. As it was a week yesterday since the doctor said she'd refer me I rang the doctors to see what was happening and they said that it didn't look like the referral had actually been sent. Nearly burst into tears in the...
  • Tired

    Seems like days when there is no possibility of a letter arriving are easier. I've managed to keep it out of my mind mostly over the last couple of days of the bank holiday weekend. Tomorrow is Tuesday, which is a week from when this began. Perha...
  • Waiting

    No letter yet. I wish it would just hurry up! It's all I can think about. I just want to know what I am going to have to deal with. I'm pretty convinced at this point that I have breast cancer. But until I know for certain I'm just waitin...
  • 23 May 2023

    On my way back from the shower this morning I noticed my boob was a little sore. I wondered to myself if it was due to doing a short exercise video last night in my pjs (no boob support). I also wondered if maybe there was some kind of bruise. I was ...