No letter yet. I wish it would just hurry up! It's all I can think about. I just want to know what I am going to have to deal with. I'm pretty convinced at this point that I have breast cancer. But until I know for certain I'm just waiting and wondering. So many what ifs.
I think if I'm given the option I'd go for a full mastectomy. I don't want my boobs if they might kill me. Is that weird? I've apologised too my boobs too, it's not their fault. They have done a great job, fed both my kids when they were babies. But they aren't really needed now. If there is cancer potentially lurking in them I want them gone.
But I could be jumping the gun and will feel so silly if they say oh its just a cyst or something. But I doubt that will happen.
