Had the worst news ever possible today. My pops cancer has now spread to the stomach and liver and if that wasnt bad enough the words WE CANT DO NOTHING ELSE came afterwards. I cant describe how i feel apart from absolutley devastated. I fought my hardest for him to beat this disease but it just wasnt good enough and whats left to fight for now....................I see the pain in his eyes reflecting from my own and where…
Well things seemed to be going better for pop recenty. He had started eating better, i got him to think more positive and he wasnt so down in himself plus he seemed to be alot better in himself. The new found energy wasnt to last and over the last few days he has dropped off again. He has started vomiting all his food up, has had to take the morphine they prescribed him for the pain and hes back to sleeping even more…
Well my pop should find out this week his ct results, so im hoping its good news. Hes eating alittle better although he doesnt seem to be putting any weight back on which is a worry.
Im doing my driving test today so his minds occupied with that and as always hes wishing me all the luck in the world and supporting me loads i just hope i do him proud and pass IM A NERVOUS WRECK. He said it doesnt matter as long as i try…
Well pop had is scan a week ago now and is still very anxiously waiting for the result as we all are. Hes still sleeping alot and my nan is making herself ill with worry over what he can manage to eat. Im in a whirlwind at the moment as im rushing down to their house, rushing to work and rushing home to look after my husband and 3yr old little girl. Everything seems so frantic and the only thing that seems to be going…
well my pops had another bad day today, he broke down telling me how scared he is. It took all my courage to be strong for him and not cry infront of him. We had a good talk and i talked him back into being positive again. I know things arnt looking positive or so other family members keep telling me but im NOT GIVING UP. I have fought this long and im not letting him go without a fight even if it kills me. Hope is all…
