That is the most scared I have been for years!! We began the journey to the hospital at 9.30am for an 11.00 appointment Bit better than the 6.30 start on Monday for the portacath to be inserted, but nonetheless after a sleepless night, early enough.
Although I have been through second-hand experience of chemo when my mother was treated some 25 years ago, this time for my husband, the feeling of overwhelming despair was…