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I have had an eventful weekend. Went to a party/bbq yesterday and got so drunk I came home at 7.30 puked and went to bed. I also made a total fool of myself by getting all emotional....that will teach me!! I am NEVER drinking again....EVER!!! Didnt feel too bad today though despite it all and my little ones came back from nanny's, I havent seen them for a week so its really nice to have them home. To top it all off…

Todays (tonights) blog is bitter sweet really. The last couple of days have been really difficult for me emotionally. I think it was after my appointment Monday and the impending start of treatment that everything has hit me like a ton of bricks. I didnt go to work yesterday, I really panicked about 5 minutes before I was due to go. I had to get some space so I just went off for the afternoon, then everyone got worried…

Firstly I just wanted to thank all of you wonderful people out there who posted such lovely messages to me last night. It really means so much to know there is so much support...I in turn wish you all the best too!! So I had my oncology appointment and the results are a little different to what I expected but I suppose thats how it will be from here on in, unpredictable! The PET showed that my liver is fine (YAY) but…

Just a quickie tonight as I am really tired and going to go to bed VERY soon. I get the results of my PET CT tomorrow where I will find out if I have cancer in my liver as well as the lymph nodes in my neck/chest. I suppose it doesnt really make much difference if it is in my liver or not...the cancer is back and has already spread. Maybe it just seems more 'serious' if its there, I dont know. I will also get the…

So we had a FAB weekend...didnt go to Mountfitchet in the end as Saturday was sooo much fun and we were all exhausted!! We did go bowling though and I lost miserably as always. I am going to use the ramp next time...I dont think I could cope with getting beaten by a four year old. Went to Addenbrookes yesterday for the PET scan...how boring!! left to sit there for an hour in a freezing cold bay with no magazines or anything…